Everyone keeps asking for more stories about me and Nuisance/Marshall. What does he look like? What happened between us? What was the status?
First off, let me say…. Thank you readers. I appreciate y’all🤗🤗🤗🤗.
Nuisance…. I call him Marshall sometimes.
full ass beard and waves.
Strong (that man picked up me bridal style and carried to my room kissing me… I was 😩😩😩) (he also carried me to my apartment because my feet were killing me from the car… I was 💦💦💦🌊🌊🌊😭😭😭)
Kissable lips that are slightly darkened from smoking… but we smoked together sometimes (he was surprised to find out I smoke capones😂😂)
Dimples that make you want to lick them
Greek… maybe I’ll say the org one day who knows
How we met: there’s a little argument about this.
He claims we met when I was started college (I had just turned 19) and he came into my job. Personally, I remember helping him but that’s about it. He tweeted me right after and followed me on all my social media. He was friends with all my friends and played football. He transferred shortly afterwards.
I claim we met on my 23rd bday (4years later) at his org’s party. His dean was tryna introduce me to one of the older brothers but Marshall basically knocked dude out the way. He asked if I remembered him and when I told him no… he proceeded to tell me everything about myself that he knew… The dean said he’d give us a ride home but Marshall ended up being the driver. Shit was cool until we started disputing about zodiac signs… you don’t tell me Aries are the best sign when you have a fellow Libra celebrating her bday in the car. I told him I was gonna slap him and he dared me so I did it. He asked me to ride shot gun. 🤷🏽♀️
Situationship…. unspoken feelings
Why we’re not speaking at the moment:
When we first met he had a girl that he was on break with. I asked did he have a girl and he said no so he didn’t lie….per say. Something traumatizing had happen between me and another guy so my openness was completely shot… it still kinda is I’ll admit. When we reconnected, I had a terrible boyfriend and I was being rude to Nuisance. I said some hurtful shit I shouldn’t have said…. but hurt people hurt people right? He got back with his girlfriend while I was still going through things with my boyfriend at the time so when I broke up with my ex…he broke with his ex. We both knew feelings were there but I kept curving him…. I don’t like to start things without making sure I was ready. I was a toxic abusive relationship with my ex (physical, emotional, & etc). As time went on I still had my guard up and he ended up dating someone else. The last time we really spoke it wasn’t good. I could tell he was still hurt (we’d been going back forth with this for a year). We still had feelings for each other. We’ve never argued and that was the first time we had any type of conflict.
I chalk all this shit up to miscommunication, bad timing, and slow-healing guarded hearts. I still love him… I’m going to always love him. That’s Daddy.